tastes_of_honey: (Glow from Hell 2)
Brody wasn't happy with his therapist, and the ensuing conversation we had resulted in me setting up my casual therapy workshop in the Nexus. I certainly got a lot out of it.

I spoke to a computer program about selves and souls. I think he was appalled by how my personality was created and amazed that I'm sane. Asking about controlling other people inside your head was pretty popular, since Endrance and a really transfigured Greed did it. I was at the forefront of that trend.... ((Greed's new look isn't a hit with everyone.)) Nagi asked whether he should take a job considering certain circumstances involved. I hope that ends well. A guy asked a hypothetical question about killing a mad person. Yeah, I'm sure that will stay hypothetical. A pink vampire hamster toy called a Cuddlesome asked if anyone wanted a cuddle. The horror.

Finally, this here is my favorite LOLcat in a while.

Q&A

Jun. 14th, 2008 02:57 am
tastes_of_honey: (Thoughtful)
From [livejournal.com profile] campjesus, as usual:

Here are the rules:
1. Leave me a comment saying, "Interview me."
2. I will respond by asking you 5 questions of a very personal nature.
3. You will update your LJ with the answers to the questions.
4. You will include this and an offer to interview someone else in the post.
5. When others comment asking to be interviewed, you will ask them 5 questions.







My Q&A )
tastes_of_honey: (Kiss)
Greed offered free drinks for Valentine's Day (and flogged his [livejournal.com profile] best_deadly_sin), while Dr. Harley Quinn set up a love line. ((Ran-chan is on a mission to bring Sanzo Valentine's chocolate. Good luck!))

I went a little crazy on Discount Candy Day and shared my largess with the Nexus. I usually do a Mardi Gras celebration in the Nexus, but this year it was Super Tuesday for some states two of Brad's American IDs claim residence in so he forced me to go with him to vote. Bastard. I'm sure he just wanted to stop me from having fun.

Holy new arrivals! Another Robin is now in the Nexus.

(([livejournal.com profile] paradisa Nagi is complaining about his characterization on [livejournal.com profile] dear_mun.))

***

Just for fun, in The Onion: "Asian Markets Fall Like Cherry Blossoms In Gentle Spring Rain." I think my favorite line in it is, "But it seems that we were attempting to ascend to the Monkey King's Heaven by treading upon a bridge cunningly crafted of obedient birds...."

The End?

Dec. 31st, 2007 06:05 pm
tastes_of_honey: (Back in the Closet)
[livejournal.com profile] cursed_bird is dead, and I'm too busy not quite believing it to know for sure how I feel. During a fight with Greed, Farf got his neck snapped, then Greed fed the corpse to demons.

I'd be more relieved if I could trust that he's really gone. And if you think that's heartless of me when thinking about a former lover, you can bite me.



((ETA: *ahem*))
tastes_of_honey: (Easygoing)
Morpheus has been getting sweet justice. Farf's still... Godly. Sena went from being a kitty to being a catboi and asked the Nexus about the added weirdness of that. Another Crawford showed up in the Nexus, and he was as much of an ass as the rest of them. I didn't waste much time on this one. Pyro Ken showed up to burn things. Ran-chan's brother appeared in the Nexus, looking for her. Aya-chan showed up too.

((Goku and Nagi are talking, so War planning and recruitment continue, as does planning for the break-in at Nii's. Nagi went to [livejournal.com profile] feline_casanova's reality for more info. Sanzo was around for a bit. [livejournal.com profile] devilnordeath hears about people being drawn into the Yohji rescue effort and contacts Nagi about it.

[livejournal.com profile] wireboundheart took [livejournal.com profile] just_a_murder out for their one-year anniversary, and it was NSFW as usual.))

Jonathan says he's doing better, which is cool. Kopi looked for advice. Hanatarou asked what you'll never get tired of, and I mentioned my fashion sense. Kaa asked if you could eat someone, who would it be. Tohji asked what your evil twin would be like, and I said mine would be boring. A new, hip, happening Robin has show up. Proteus asked for thoughts on monogamy. You can guess my answer. Greed also asked about monogamy, though in a more crass way. Liz asked what folks do when a fight leaves them semi- to totally naked. Nova's question brought Harper out. Lawr's finally legal age in some places. Tom Servo proposed to the whole Nexus. Mikey asked who your heroes and superheroes are.

Brody was out in the Nexus a lot, asking how to pitch a job to his parents, asking for fashion confirmation, asking for advice on split lips and Satanists, and apologizing for his speaking in tongues ((as first foretold in this [livejournal.com profile] dear_mun post)) and asking for advice on breaking news of the oncoming apocalypse to his parents.

((In [livejournal.com profile] dear_mun, [livejournal.com profile] dr_y_a_n_a is bored, and that's just not right.))
tastes_of_honey: (Schu Bangs)
My kid's looking for help for a rescue mission for a loved one, so is there anyone on my list willing to step up? We're not sure exactly what we'll be walking into, though it'll definitely have danger involved, but it's in a good cause. ::Namely, making Nagi happy. That they're rescuing Yohji is an unfortunate but necessary side effect.::


((All comers welcome!))
tastes_of_honey: (Grr)
My ex walked into the Nexus all lamb of God, meek and mild. I'm deeply skeeved, personally and on behalf of the person I loved once, but I also don't trust the new "Peace be with you" shtik. I simply told Brad that Farf's achieved a different kind of craziness and to keep on his guard.

I regret having been involved with him.

Mindbender

Nov. 8th, 2007 05:46 pm
tastes_of_honey: (Head Explody!)
A pyrokinetic, Schwarz version of Hidaka Ken showed up, which bent a lot of people's brains. His arrival brought out almost every member of Weiß in the Nexus. ((Yotan asked [livejournal.com profile] nobodys_son for advice on Aya and ended up giving lifestyle advice in return. That same Aya had his mind blown talking to an angel, but Yotan reassured him that his assassin lifestyle is okay after all.))

Halloween brought out a button-based LOL that turned Sena into a kitten (and [livejournal.com profile] just_a_murder's houseguest), fear-based LOLs from Oogie Boogie, Hanatarou in a sexy costume, me with a Nexus question, zombies and horrific zombie attacks, and later zombie!Farf getting his head exploded by Nagi in a Greed post. ((Farf bitched about the head asplodey at [livejournal.com profile] dear_mun.))

Yuuko stirred up trouble asked about emotions you'd want to give up, which led to some confrontations. Kara Thrace drunken text messaged the Nexus, and misunderstandings abounded. One of the Matt Parkmans asked if Nexusians believe in true evil, while Liz Sherman's question about how you fight evil brought out an Omi. Nightcrawler wants to create a Nexus Avengers team. ((Joining it is one of the bones [livejournal.com profile] terry_the_bat has to pick with his mun at [livejournal.com profile] dear_mun.)) MetaNexus wants to know how you use your superpowers in the bedroom. I prefer to reveal that on a more one-on-one basis. Another Nightwing showed up. He needs to formulate his questions better. The Bachelor Auction was fun to watch.

[livejournal.com profile] campjesus has lots of questions, and the Nexus has answers. Questions about how to leave his locked room, what makes you an adult, and when a guy really loses his virginity. Of course I helped him out. It's what I do.

(([livejournal.com profile] kreeptonian returned to [livejournal.com profile] dear_mun. Yay! Schu ran into yet another Nagi who lives in a different RP community. There was also a Robin with a jetpack. The Batfamily gets weirder every day.))

Down

Oct. 26th, 2007 04:48 pm
tastes_of_honey: (Hell)
I had a kind of funeral for Farfarello yesterday, and my head still hurts from the telepathic work involved. Ambition has its price, but when I throw an event it has to be special.

Now I know who killed him and nearly got me and Brad killed as well: [livejournal.com profile] cursed_bird. It's not simply a psycho ex thing because he's threatening people in Nagi's life too. I'm putting together ideas on how to put a stop to this bullshit but asked the Nexus to see if anyone there had some nasty cool things to add. Most of them didn't, but some of it may help.

Brad's still pissed that someone I met in the Nexus is trying to destroy our team. Then he had the gall to be surprised for a few minutes that I didn't want to move back in with him or let him move in with me. I'm not gonna forget all the stuff he let happen before. He got the picture fairly quickly, though. I guess you can teach an old Brad new tricks. Or he realized anew that I'm all he has left of Schwarz so he should give me more respect and space.

So I'm depressed and angry. And headthrobby. Broken mind links take time to heal.

Some Sun

Sep. 19th, 2007 11:18 pm
tastes_of_honey: (Sunglasses)
::Schu is in a green Speedo and sunglasses lying on a towel on one of his Nexus living room couches. Don't worry, he has sunscreen on.::

::Hey, the Nexus has more sunshine than London.::


((Open to visitors))
tastes_of_honey: (Biohazard)
Ken someone anonymously asked what you can do to pass the time when you're too injured to move much and have doctors prodding at you. Sena asked if you should still celebrate your birthday after you die and come back to life. C'mon, what better time to celebrate? Nagi's upset, and I'm trying to cheer him up a bit. I hate it when life's being a bitch to my baby.

The Nexus also played F-Marry-Kill, and my buddies were rather cruel in the choices they gave me. Cyrano Jones brought Tribbles to the Nexus, and Tot bought one. Nii will probably do horrific things to them instead of find them a problem the way most people would.

Read more... )

((Another universe's Nagi showed up in [livejournal.com profile] dear_mun so Schu had to tease him. Then Nagi and Nexus Nagi gossiped. Kaa absolutely refused to have improbable Nexus children. Nexus Nagi's mun said that if Schuldig were in Kingdom of Loathing, he'd be a Disco Bandit, which makes me imagine Schu dressed as Dazzler.))
tastes_of_honey: (Evil Plans)
((Taken from [livejournal.com profile] dr_y_a_n_a: If you want to have your pup have some sort of sexual relations with mine, comment here! I'll write a little something that does just that!))
tastes_of_honey: (Eye)
My journal has been deFriended by [livejournal.com profile] cursed_bird.
tastes_of_honey: (Smile (gray))
::Schu's lounging on his couch. His hair has faint blue streaks in it, and if you came close enough you'd realize they smell vaguely sweet and like "raspberry." Some sections look crimped, as if they'd had braids for a while. Some of the activists he's staying with are young women who can't resist the lure of The Hair.::

I spoke to the Nexus Brad again recently and he didn't annoy me as badly as last time. Though following his mood changes could have given you whiplash. I'll watch how he behaves next time to see if I should revise my earlier opinion.

I have a bad feeling something stupid and destructive may have happened around Nagi. Visit me, will ya?

Aya got hit by a clue bat, but he has people taking his mind off the deep disturbance of having a clue.

Gojyo and Hakkai are still LOL'd, and I haven't visited them since. Their moods are kind of chancy at the moment. I'm sure Nagi would do better than I would.

Greed is back to propositioning girlish boys thinking they're girls. This one looked a bit like Ritsuka. I miss that kid.

This alien chick showed up in the Nexus who was like the Warner kids in human female form. She made my head spin, but I just had to offer help anyway, dumbass that I can sometimes be. No good deed goes unpunished.

The drama stick is thwapping people heavily in the Nexus. Clones, people losing their powers and going temporarily bugshit.... You guys can deal, while I sit back with my popcorn and snark.

((Schu also had an honest and not happy conversation with [livejournal.com profile] cursed_bird in [livejournal.com profile] dear_mun, where it doesn't count. But that's the only place Farfarello will talk to him with some honesty and fewer threats.))

***

When I had another telepathy lesson for London Aya today he came in all pissed off and I managed to talk him into telling me what's bothering him. It turns out it's the usual shit with Chloe picking on Ken-ken and Ken-ken's less than perfect grasp of English. Aya's long past tired of the two of them having a tug of war over him, but telling that to Chloe gets him nowhere while Kenchen feels the need to defend himself and Aya. Meanwhile, Aya's fucking Ken and loves him but is not in love with him, which Ken knows and is fine with because Aya is a Special Snowflake and Ken's own Shinigami of Wuv.

Aya's glad that Ken doesn't have over-the-top homicidal rages anymore so he tries not to upset or worry him, and he doesn't trust the Kryptonbrand crew much (nor should he). He won't contact his sister, and even if he did he would never tell her anything that he thought would upset her. So he just represses down hard and gives them all that sadly serene smile mask he developed after he lost Yohji for good. Except with me. I've gotten him to let out his frustration and rage about the personal stuff to me, though he still keeps team- and mission-related stuff to himself, which he's welcome to since we (Schwarz-we) think Kryptonbrand is full of whackjobs.

So he vents, we train, and then we often make out in a devouring, nearly angry way for a while before he can recollect himself. Yohji must not have been smexing him the right way, because if Aya had been this much like a house on fire during sex with him he would have to be an idiot to stray the way he did. Oh wait, it's Yohji, and at least three out of four Yohjis are numbskulls. Never mind.

***

I actually did end up watching the download of the newest episode of Heroes (".07%") with Brad and Farf. Bradford invited me over for it. Sci-fi is important stuff!

Sylar rocks our socks--the thing with the glass!--Mohinder gets ever more moronic, Matt's not a total waste of space for once--usually I want him off of my (telepathic) side--and Brad's happy with Nathan. Plus, BroYay! Don't tell me it's because they're Italian-American. But, yeah, Watchmen.

Heavenly

Apr. 21st, 2007 12:43 pm
tastes_of_honey: (Crazytime 2)
Pope Palpatine seems to be doing away with the idea of Limbo. I dunno. Do we really want it to be possible for just anybody to get into Heaven? I mean, having some priest say some words over you and then sprinkle some water over your baby head makes such a huge difference on whether you can go to Heaven or go to Limbo if you die really young. Whatever.

Why do I care? Part of it's habit. Most of it is that the wank is already starting, like in this Dinesh D'Souza guy's post. Since he's a suck writer, it's hard to figure out what his point really is, though I enjoyed this quote:
Think of limbo as a place which has no suffering, or if there is suffering, it is very mild. One of my Dartmouth professors explained it as a place where one-year-olds were gently pelted with marshmallows which they were nevertheless permitted to eat.
Though without the fires of Hell, those poor babies will never get to toast 'em. (At this point, an old partner of mine would probably start talking about babies on skewers and let's move on, shall we?) Don't miss out on how the crazy is already starting in the comments.
tastes_of_honey: (Squee!)
If the Right Said Fred lead singer gets in the running for London's mayor, I will never stop mentioning it to Brad. Ever. You know that when that song was big I tortured Brad with it. I was amazed these guys weren't actually German.

I love the photo too, especially that the guy's jacket appears to be made of bubble wrap. That's brilliant! I want one. No one could resist me in bubble wrap! Of course I would probably end up popping it completely myself at some point.

***


Yuuko gave me a lead on a great place to live, but I'm also following some other places up. In the meantime, I'm bunking up with some activists I met, and I'm teaching them how to really make a thrown rock count and how to say all kinds of anti-imperialism and anti-globalism phrases in German. I could also teach them how to say 'em in seven other languages and ASL too. The ASL was the hardest to learn--and like I can't just use telepathy to communicate with the deaf, but no, we have to pretend to be mundanes--but at least now Brad and I can sign all kinds of obnoxious and amusing things in public to each other.

...why do Brad's asshole points have to outweigh his good points?

Anyway, knowing any kind of sign language instantly increases my cred amongst bleeding hearts.

Assemble

Apr. 13th, 2007 06:22 pm
tastes_of_honey: (Blue Eyes 2)
Brad will be hired on to help provide security for the G8 summit again this year. It'll be Heiligendamm, Germany, this time. I love G8 season. I hate the summit itself, you know, the sekrit cabal including the leaders of the world's seven richest nations, plus Russia, plus the head of the European community, accountable to no one, making plans to suck the world dry. Brad will have to deal with them. I, as usual, will be among the protesters kicking it old school and reminding the cabal why they should pay people like Brad so much to protect their precious asses. And if Farf stays with us through June I'll have him with me, and he is the best violent protest partner you could ever have. He's jazzed at the thought, so he may well stay.

I've already started attending protester planning meetings. You know what's great about the planning meetings? Protest porn. Hey, you need to rouse the troops. Slides and videos of activists punching in store windows with poles and rocks, setting cars on fire, throwing things at police.... Oh yes.

I get so high at the actual protests themselves with all the emotions and adrenaline flying. One year this one activist chick was sewing up a gash in my arm without an anesthetic and I was sitting there all "Noooo, I'm fiiiiiine," and picking up my next rock. I donate to some activist groups year-round, though not to any that do demonstrations with puppets because, c'mon, puppets. Grow up.

Another round of me enjoying myself while Schwarz gets paid for it. I'm going to have to go sit down now so my head won't explode from the sheer force of awesome.
tastes_of_honey: (with Farfarello)
I hate talking Dostoyevsky with Farfarello. Hate it with a passion. With how much Dostoyevsky gets into the meaning and existence of God it's like tapdancing through a minefield.

We were on surveillance when he started talking about The Possessed. Its Russian name is Бесы, tr. Besy. Newer translations into English sometimes give the title as The Devils or Demons. He knew I read it ages ago, about... 1994 or something. It puts me at a disadvantage, as he well knew, since it wasn't fresh in my mind and the only person I could try to pull it from would be him, with his views on it attached, and I did not want to go there. At least he'd read an older translation too. I somehow got through about a half hour of this with my shields shut tight, and I have the headache from Hell now. Anyway, this is the text of the section he's currently latched onto, which I looked up online:


“Man fears death because he loves life. That's how I understand it,” I observed, “and that's determined by nature.”

“That's abject; and that's where the deception comes in.” His eyes flashed. “Life is pain, life is terror, and man is unhappy. Now all is pain and terror. Now man loves life, because he loves pain and terror, and so they have done according. Life is given now for pain and terror, and that's the deception. Now man is not yet what he will be. There will be a new man, happy and proud. For whom it will be the same to live or not to live, he will be the new man. He who will conquer pain and terror will himself be a god. And this God will not be.”

“Then this God does exist according to you?”

“He does not exist, but He is. In the stone there is no pain, but in the fear of the stone is the pain. God is the pain of the fear of death. He who will conquer pain and terror will become himself a god. Then there will be a new life, a new man; everything will be new . . . then they will divide history into two parts: from the gorilla to the annihilation of God, and from the annihilation of God to . . .”

“To the gorilla?”

“... To the transformation of the earth, and of man physically. Man will be God, and will be transformed physically, and the world will be transformed and things will be transformed and thoughts and all feelings. What do you think: will man be changed physically then?”

“If it will be just the same living or not living, all will kill themselves, and perhaps that's what the change will be?”

“That's no matter. They will kill deception. Every one who wants the supreme freedom must dare to kill himself. He who dares to kill himself has found out the secret of the deception. There is no freedom beyond; that is all, and there is nothing beyond. He who dares kill himself is God. Now every one can do so that there shall be no God and shall be nothing. But no one has once done it yet.”

“There have been millions of suicides.”

“But always not for that; always with terror and not for that object. Not to kill fear. He who kills himself only to kill fear will become a god at once.”



-- from CHAPTER III. THE SINS OF OTHERS
of The Possessed by Fyodor Dostoyevsky
Rendered into HTML on Sun Oct 19 18:05:03 2003, by Steve Thomas for The University of Adelaide Library Electronic Texts Collection.



I don't even want to guess if he's planning to do something with this. The section leading up to this has a discussion between the characters as to why there aren't more suicides, and Mr. Kirillov says it's mostly from fear of pain and fear of God's punishment. At least I'm certain Farfarello isn't planning suicide. He's probably more interested in the bits about killing and becoming God. (And the pain and terror, of course.) Makes my head hurt regardless. Personally, I think this part a ways afterward, spoken by Mr. Kirillov, fits him well: “I know not how it is with the others, and I feel that I cannot do as others. Everybody thinks and then at once thinks of something else. I can't think of something else. I think all my life of one thing. God has tormented me all my life. . .”

I've always preferred Crime and Punishment, though. It's a lot funnier. Cheer up, emo Raskolnikov! You'll get whipped by fewer coach drivers and wake up under fewer bushes that way!
tastes_of_honey: (Fire)
I got bored as hell again, so I thought of maybe heading into the Nexus proper and asking a question. Thing was, my question would be, "What food do you think you are and why?" and my own example of an orange would completely go into NSFW territory so I shouldn't ask. Because, being me, I'd have to go into detail about how I'm bright and colorful and good to suck on and tart and sweet on the tongue. Also, a bit of a challenge to disrobe. Oh, and how I sting when you get me in your eyes....

Besides, I'd want to be erotically devouring one and probably spurting juice as I ask.

So it's probably not a good idea.

And now I'm hungry. And horny.

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