I really want this to work out for you in a way that will be happy and healthy for both of you.

I'm glad that you love him and he actually gets you off, but if you're going to be sacrificing your body like that it's not a good thing. It worked out here, but what if it hadn't? Would you still be having sex with him even if he was a crap lover or even hurt you just because he was a Bruce, he wanted it, and you couldn't deal with abandonment again?