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::Schuldig Portals away, then comes back for a rest on his couch and to write notes. After a while, he does the same thing again. And again.::

::If you looked at the paper you'd see that his handwriting varies quite a bit. Some of the things written include:

Cerulean Portal: Rather infamous me already there. Not a good idea.

Vinegar Portal: World of shrimp! Too fucking weird. Plus, everything's underwater.

Leafy Summer Portal: Maybe.

Blood Portal: Talents enslaved there. No fucking way.::

::Sometimes he sits, shaking, for a while with his knees up to his chest and his face resting on them.::

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Nagi's been a bit wrapped up in the Yohji-drama and dealing with the lastest job in his world, so he's a bit out of the loop. "Schu?"

Hey, Naggins. It's been a while. I'm glad you're surviving Angstland, population you and everyone you know.

...I have to get away from my team and reality before Farf rolls me under with his rage and lust and I'm his perfect killing sex partner. Brad knows my concerns but he's too jazzed at the mayhem we can cause, the money we can earn at this level, and being big boss again that he's brushing them off. He said he foresaw me thinking of leaving and told me that anywhere I go he and Farf will hunt me down and there's nowhere I could work or be that wouldn't get back to them.

I don't know if I can even go back for any of my stuff because the moment I'm back in reality Farf will Hear me and Brad will be able to foresee me and they'll both drag me back into the char-black and lightning-shot dream of Schwarz: Expensive Wrecking Crew and Schuldig: Murderous Plaything. But if I leave Aya there I'm sure they'll try to torture him for information on my whereabouts.

So that's what's up with me, kid. I'm researching places I could go, trying to figure out how I can safely get some of possessions out, Aya among them, mourning everything and everyone I'll have to leave behind, and trying to figure out how well I'll hold out as my own anchor when I'm in a completely foreign reality.

Now is the time of snuggles. Nagi likes Schuldig as he is, and considering how much stuff Nagi gave Schu for Xmas, he doesn't like that Schu has to leave it behind again. "Do you want help getting stuff? I'll work for chocolate cake and sex. It's unlikely they can touch me, no matter how much Oracle foresees." Translation: You're family, you idiot.

::Snuggles are much appreciated and reciprocated.:: I'm dithering because I don't want to leave. It's my reality, it's my Brad, and it's even my Farfarello if he weren't so interested in reshaping me. I'll get to see my Nagi even less, and in their current state of mind Brad and Farf might visit him in a threatening way too if they find out I was there.

Besides, Aya will be a difficult loose end no matter what I decide. He still needs help, and I have no intention of leaving him to get tormented by the rest of Schwarz, but there's no way in hell he'll appreciate having his life upended because I have trouble.

Maybe I could make Brad and Farf see sense if I could just find a way to be near them without getting rolled under....

If there's no other way and I have to do go, I would appreciate help getting my stuff. I mean, I just started getting comfortable again.

"Do you want me to go tell him he's being a fucking moron?"

Farf, Brad, or both? ::small smile::

"Your whole damn world if they're stupid enough to make you miserable." Nagi runs his fingers through Schuldig's hair.

Mmm. People should always be thinking of ways to make me happy. ::kiss::

I don't know if you should. I'm having another idea. I've been researching the places I could run to, but the idea of just running away and leaving everything and everyone I care for behind sucks. Maybe I could take advantage of the time differences here to build my shields up more and head home with an ultimatum. If that goes badly or if I can tell they're pretending to agree so they can get me later, I Portal away and don't come back. It's a risk, but it feels less like a total surrender.

Then maybe you could go by and tell them they're morons.

::Schuldig, mercurial? Nah.::

Kiss! "I like the part where I get to tell them they're morons."

Ponder, ponder. "D'you want me to go as backup in case Mr. I-can-see-the-future doesn't wait for a later."

::kiss:: I figured you would.

That may be a good idea. Both of them are difficult for me to read.

"Okay. You wanna call me when you're ready to go? I really should be working on something for my Crawf-" Blink, blink, idea? Either a brilliant idea or an utterly terrifying one. Nagi isn't sure.

"D'you want me to ask my Crawford if you can stay with us? I don't know exactly what we've got coming up for work since he's playing against some other precogs or something, but he might agree that we owe you." Nagi would never suggest that his Crawford likes someone for anything other than a source of monetary gain, but he sure as hell thinks it.

Yeah, that would be great.

::smiiile:: Sure, ask him. We seemed to get along pretty well.

"Okay. I'll be waiting for the call."

And yeah, that smile means that Nagi will either be traumatized or have so much sex he won't be able to stand. Or both. Both might be okay.

You have anywhere you have to be yet? Haven't seen you in a while. ::snuggle::

"Not really." Nagi snuggles back. "Just wasn't sure you'd want another person lusting at you right now."

You're a cleaner lust. You don't taste of blood or lightning, and you're not trying to rewrite me to your own preferred specs.

"If you were rewritten, you wouldn't be you any more, which mean you'd be a stupid person." Nuzzles are good, too, right?

::Can I tell Crawford off even if you stay?:: The hopeful tone is entirely Schu's imagination, honest!

Yeah, I prefer being a self-made man.

::Sure!:: ::As if Schu would disapprove of the hopeful tone in such a case!::

"As long as you don't want to be self-laid as well. I hear hairy palms make it hard to hold a gun."

I can always get it somewhere. ::extra disgruntled:: It's not like Brad and I are having sex with Farf camped out in the living room or sitting right near the bedroom door.

"He's probably afraid that you'd channel enough Farf to rip his throat out." Nagi is trying very hard not to wonder if his Schu would share Crawford with Shuru-chan, or if he'd get to video tape the threesome if it happened.

With how he's been discounting my feelings and opinions lately he may be afraid I'd rip his throat out without needing Farf's influence. At least he fucking should be.

I'm a willing party as long as neither of them get too presumptuous.

Nagi chuckles. "Or that. Is his throat really what you'd go for?"

"I'm not sure Schu would share. And I'm also not sure if he wouldn't share you or wouldn't share Crawford. I can't guess how he'd react to the situation if he knew the whole story."

You're right. It would be better to rip off his dick, let him realize his dick is gone, then rip out his throat.

You know I'm the reasonable one in the mix. ::flutter of lashes::

"Much more appropriate that way."

"You're completely the reasonable one. At least until you and my Schu start comparing wardrobes. Then I'm the reasonable one by getting the hell out of the house."

That's reasonable. ::snuggle::

And there are snuggles and hair pettings. And Nagi thinking about exactly what he wants to say to Crawford. He's feeling rather brutal.

::Yay! Schuldig is all for brutality that works to his advantage.::

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