No Rose-Colored Glasses

[tastes_of_honey]

I have to remember to see things and people as they are, not as I wish they are or they used to be. I'm aware that I've been particularly blind there on personal matters lately. I guess I'm just as human as anybody else is when it comes to people I care about, but it's past time for me to be more ruthless with myself.

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[killwithmymind.livejournal.com]

There are many ways that Nagi could respond to this, but classic Nagi wins out.

"What the hell has you being so emo today?"

[tastes-of-honey.livejournal.com]

It's not so much emo as pissed off at myself. I've been getting upset over Farfarello, my team, and some other people I know being dicks to me for too long. I'm washing them out of my hair. From now on, when they give shit, they get shit back.

Usually I'm a lot faster at getting over things, but a lot of them are a part of my life I can't get away from. Seeing them all the time meant I kept getting reminded of when things were better.

[killwithmymind.livejournal.com]

Nagi makes a vague noise. "Still think you should just kill the Farf in your world and get that settled."

"And did I remember to tell you that Gojyo's gone back to his own world?"

[tastes-of-honey.livejournal.com]

There are times when I'm very tempted.

You didn't, but his departure sent so many other people into new and different directions that I found out about it anyway.

[killwithmymind.livejournal.com]

"Mkay. Hopping back and forth between worlds makes it harder for me to keep track of who I've actually told things to." Nagi flops down on the couch next to Schu.

[tastes-of-honey.livejournal.com]

::snuggle?:: Ditto.

[killwithmymind.livejournal.com]

Yesplz, snuggles. "We have a big job coming up. I don't think it's all that risky, but it will be involved." Nagi expects to be spending a lot of time hacking and doing surveillence.

[tastes-of-honey.livejournal.com]

::snuggles!:: You'll kick ass. You always do.

When I'm not here, I'm working regular jobs, training Aya in telepathy, or pumping up the activists for the G8 summit, which is coming up soon (http://www.nadir.org/nadir/initiativ/agp/g82007/). Our days are just packed. I guess that's the problem with being so damned good at what we do.

[killwithmymind.livejournal.com]

"Yeah. But my thing might keep me away from the Nexus for a bit. I've figured out how time moves there when I'm here, but the opposite isn't nearly so easy to work out."

[tastes-of-honey.livejournal.com]

I know what you mean. Hey, do what you have to do. I'll still be around.

[killwithmymind.livejournal.com]

Nagi just snuggles in instead of saying anything. He's got a minor feeling that bad is coming, and he doesn't know why or what.