::I just figured it out. Eszett wasn't home, but they were a stable point. We killed them. My team was a stable point. Then half of it unraveled out from under me. Brad was consistently an asshole... but not so much lately. Not that I didn't hate him for that treatment, but it was something I knew to expect. Then I had Tokyo... and now I don't anymore. I don't have a single stable point in my life anymore. Because of my telepathy I live in a wind tunnel, and that's the only way I can live, but I need something secure to hold onto. That's why I'm frayed. And that's why I'm trying to grip Aya and fixating on him like this.::
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Date: 2007-01-08 02:34 am (UTC)::I just figured it out. Eszett wasn't home, but they were a stable point. We killed them. My team was a stable point. Then half of it unraveled out from under me. Brad was consistently an asshole... but not so much lately. Not that I didn't hate him for that treatment, but it was something I knew to expect. Then I had Tokyo... and now I don't anymore. I don't have a single stable point in my life anymore. Because of my telepathy I live in a wind tunnel, and that's the only way I can live, but I need something secure to hold onto. That's why I'm frayed. And that's why I'm trying to grip Aya and fixating on him like this.::