Maybe I'm not, but all of that sounds like you making your life revolve around him and making him into something intosomething you want him to become, Batman, that he's not so enthused about. I'll grant you that it's a tangled mess.
It's still a terrible idea that sounds like you'll have to rip yourself apart while still spending every day living in anxiety about whether he still wants you or not anyway.
Re: [oh yes, definitely locked]
Date: 2007-08-28 03:57 am (UTC)It's still a terrible idea that sounds like you'll have to rip yourself apart while still spending every day living in anxiety about whether he still wants you or not anyway.