Brad can be so annoying. I know he likes me a lot. I know he enjoys having sex with me. I know that he even loves me to some extent and can act very tenderly because he was so wonderful to me when it looked like the chip in my head would kill me. But when I'm well and not living under a death sentence he's just not willing to put himself out much for me. ::It still hurts, though not as deeply as it had at other times when he'd been more deeply invested in Brad. His attachment and affection for Brad had necessarily cooled somewhat in response to Brad's behavior.::
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Date: 2008-09-03 05:42 am (UTC)Brad can be so annoying. I know he likes me a lot. I know he enjoys having sex with me. I know that he even loves me to some extent and can act very tenderly because he was so wonderful to me when it looked like the chip in my head would kill me. But when I'm well and not living under a death sentence he's just not willing to put himself out much for me. ::It still hurts, though not as deeply as it had at other times when he'd been more deeply invested in Brad. His attachment and affection for Brad had necessarily cooled somewhat in response to Brad's behavior.::